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פוסטים

מציג פוסטים מתאריך יוני, 2012

forgive me for my made up words

to hear a recording, click here my polygamous relationship with you distances me from the monotony of monogamy and makes me feel lonelier than the loneliest mundane monogamist. my mere apologies for my misendeavors, the malnutritious morals of my miseducation propose metal mirrors and castaways controlled by cutting carvers, craving crazy letters and loyalty from lengthy lies and lonely lives. lethargy overtakes and vowels reign, raining drops like rainbows and rocks in rivers, rusting relationships, rusty railroads at intense intersections entwined in everything inside and nothing on the outside anymore except these muscles. we are back at the beginning. my mind marvels in the magic of the memories, the madness of the morbidity and the hesitations of your reaction. his, I take, is misunderstood as my misfortune, but it is not a miss, my fortune: it is a fox in feathers colorful like friendships 'fore their forfeited and feigned approval, forced for fear of polygamy t

june

our kisses were as soft as our hearts & this must be the seed of all that came thereafter, and all that didn't see light outside my mind. perhaps our soft hearts led to my current introspection and my disposition when it comes to pens, papers, and all that lies between them in truth, in confessions by soft tongues in shaky lips in scattered sheets in paling cheeks and blushing eyes, in that which lies between thought and its expression, between brutal honesty in the heat of an oncoming summer, in mosquito bites and my sweet blood which attracts this violence, this heatstroke sunshine; it is divine, like we imagined, it is hectic like we desired, it is nonsense and is madness and knows no explanation other than our awkward silence, our differences in imagined futures, our various degrees of love/hate passive-aggressive actions and feelings and resentments and appreciations; we both are optimistic but you believe in that